Deliberate Sunshine by Jean Taylor

 

Jean Taylor is an Edinburgh based poet, who comes along to one of the writing groups I facilitate. She's very modest about her talents and I hadn't realised she had written this book, until I found a copy in the free poetry library in the Diggers Pub (an Edinburgh pub that has a poet in residence and regular poetry events). So I read a few of the poems and then returned the book to the free poetry library. Once I got home, I ordered my own copy from the publisher, Black Agnes Press, a small poetry press based in Dunbar, East Lothian. 

This is a book of poetry about family, grief and growing up, written with an eye for telling detail and the beauty of nature. The title Deliberate Sunlight comes from a phrase in the short poem Solar.

Sibling relationships are explored in Sibling Rivalry Shadorma and from a genetic point of view in Genetic Variations, which looks at inheritance of characteristics within the narrator's family. Too Short a Date (subtitled Letter to a Sister) is full of a shared enthusiasm for flowers, many of which hold specific family memories: 

Germander Speedwells
like tiny blue stars - for me, their petals
hold our mother, young and slender
through her warm summer days.

Summer Blood details the narrator having her first period on a beach holiday, describing the "summer rowan redness" and ending with her "practising for the possibility of being a woman."

A visit to Newington Graveyard, 14 January, 2019 meditates on some of the gravestones, including "a fallen angel, nose in the air", while "long brushed / foxes appear and eyeing me, disappear". 

Several of the poems in the collection focus on the grief of losing a loved one, with Mayday perfectly capturing the sense of disorientation: 

Living without him is like flying
without instruments
towards an unlit airstrip
in a remote landscape. 

The collection aptly (for a book called Deliberate Sunshine) ends with the image of daffodils, bought for:

the joy
of watching them
becoming sunlight.

Hope and the beauty of nature shining through grief.

 

Deliberate Sunshine by Jean Taylor, published (2019) by Black Agnes Press. 

Otterly Amazing!

It was pouring down yesterday morning, but we donned our waterproofs and went for a walk along the Water of Leith. We hadn't walked far from our starting point at Roseburn, before we saw two Grey Herons on the riverbank, obviously fishing, but standing much closer together than You'd expect Grey Herons to be, outside of their crowded heronries. 

Near where the river passes the Galleries of Modern Art, another heron was perched, steadily looking into the water. We followed the bird's eyes and noticed an Otter! This Otter then rushed around the weir, running up and down, swimming around and eventually running back up the weir with something in its mouth (a fish perhaps, but neither of us got a good enough look to be sure). Crafty Green Boyfriend took this photo, which is admittedly blurred, as the Otter was rushing too fast to be caught clearly. 

Otters live along the Water of Leith and can often be seen along the river's length, but they're always a wonderful animal to see and this was one of my best ever encounters, proving it's always worthwhile going for a walk even if the weather doesn't look promising!

The Alchemy of Night

Those specks we call stars
are the fire embers
of spirits leaving bodies.

The bridges of the city shake
under quaking neon clouds.

Everything is about to collapse.

Even the stars. 

 

originally published on Shot Glass Journal. 

Fat Squirrels Feast in Edinburgh's Botanic Gardens

We had a lovely walk round Edinburgh's Botanic Gardens on Saturday. We noticed that most of the Grey Squirrels seemed rather on the large size, they must be feeding themselves well for the impending winter...

We also visited Inverleith Park where we found this beautiful duck, actually a domestic Mallard (you can read about the variations in plumage of so called manky mallards on the 10 000 birds website.)